This is me lo... the idealist June! :)

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Nutcrackers!

Wow... what happened last week was really... haih... how should I put it... Maybe I'll just say things are beyond my control. It wasn't my slightest intention to have it end this way. I certainly feel bad, for not handling things the best I can, giving way to pressure and letting others to invade my thinking and stance. Putting aside what others have done, what's left is my own post-mortem of my action and words. But I'm glad to learn that I'm one who can easily let go and forgive, for nobody is ever perfect.

Ok, for more happy stuff, hehe... YEAH! Nutcrackers!!!

My heart was dancing and singing inside when I knew this from an old friend! hehe... Somemore got early bird discount. My feet are moving, my heart is singing and I'm dancing! ;-)

It's on the 6th and 7th of September (Sat n Sun) at KLPAC. Never been there before, heard it's a very cosy and nice place. I'm looking forward!!! YEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!

PS: Gosh! This is the main thing that's going to keep me alive for the next one month!!!

肥猫阿猫 biscuit!!!

What is 肥猫阿猫 biscuit??? If can guess I bake you one piece of it. hahaha... I think I'm moving more towards fun blogging... filling my blog with funny pictures, funny stuff.. hehe... Whenever you feel down and need some laugh, switch on my blog. (you can thank me later) hehe.. Life's great and happy! YEAH!

Can guess or not?

Can you guess what is this?

hahahahahhaha.. This is easily the funniest picture on earth!! And it's produced by my baking freak sister. haha. We just can't stop laughing when it turned out like this.. hahahahahhaha.. and another round of laughing when we review the pictures. hahahahahah.. I told her I MUST blog about this funny little cinnamon roll, despite her rolling eyes on me. hahahahaha. I don't care I don't care. hehe

搞笑蛋蛋图片

觉得这张图片很搞笑。。。hehe。。。想象放一个人在冰箱里会是怎样。。哈哈。真觉得我有点虐待倾向。。.haha

Are you yourself today?

I like it when I'm very me. I laugh, I play, I tease, I say stupid things, I eat, I dance, I dream, and I just don't care!!

Ya! That's the way it should be. I'm loving the every moment I'm just me. ;-)

Are you YOU today? *wink*

The smell of... ballet! ;-)

Wow.. it certainly feels so so nice to have someone to 'talk ballet' with!

The smell of ballet shoes, the high foot arches, the blisters, the broken toe nails, the performing on stage, the simple passion and love for dancing that we just couldn't put into words... I can really feel my heart dancing inside d.

And I seriously think ballet shoes, especially pointe shoes are the most gorgeous shoes on earth. Don't you think so too? ;-)

I used to have a miniature ballet shoe key chain from Sacha which I prized and loved so much that I kept it somewhere very safe. But the sad thing is, it's so secretive that I forgot where I put it already! :( Haiya... I really miss it la. It's so pretty that I can spend the whole hour looking and admiring it. It's this lovely!!!

I've never been to me

I like this song. I'm listening to the version sung by SHE. It's soothing and very dear to ears.

Sometimes we go through life without knowing what exactly is it that we want. We may think we know what we want now, but in the end of the day, we may think otherwise.

It could be we really have never been to us before, or it could be humans can never be satisfied.

This song, is sung by the singer to a hosuewife, who wanted to trade her everyday housewife life with the life of the singer. And the singer tells of her life's highlights, in a rather bittersweet tone, and at the same time express her emptiness and hollowness. She wished someone has told her the same thing she's telling now. She thinks it's too late now, to realize what's really important in life.

I once wondered also, what the 10 years later future me would think about the current me at this point of life now. Would I be proud of myself? Would I be happy with what I've done? Would I regret anything I haven't done? Would I think I hold back too much? Would I think I have love enough? Would I think I've lived enough? Would I think I've touched people's heart enough?

I wouldn't say I haven't been to me. I've been to me. And I love where I've been. It's a place where it sings when it's happy, and where it cries when it's sad. It's a very special place. Yours is, too. :)

I've Never Been To Me

( Charlene )

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise)
But I've never been to me

(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me

Post-sickness lethargy

Huuu... what a sickness! It's really burning me out.. I mean I'm like so stagnant... sleepy... droopy.. can't get enough of sleep... slow brain... can't think... the most scary thing is, I think I've lost some of my brain cells and memories... I'm like very blank when I clerk case in the ward today... Help me!!!

I'm so not me. haih... Not the usual happy, up-beat and positive me. Now I'm drowsy, sleepy and just plain tired... take some rest. :)

哇！欲火焚身！

没有啦！ 是感冒所致的发烧啦！Haiyo... if you were to ask me what I've done these few days maybe I won't be able to recall and answer you.. because I somehow got this thinking that my brain somehow got burnt by the heat inside my body. Really uncomfortable. Oh yeah, that's why I couldn't answer properly what is the sensory supply of ulnar nerve today in class...

But one good thing is it gives me an excuse (a reason more of it) to sleep from 7pm to 7am the next morning. Still... not enough.. still forever sleepy and drowsy. I think I'm really burning my brain cells.. burning lungs and liver as well.. hopefully it'll burn away my fat also. ;-)

Burn burn burn! Burn away the stupid virus. I want to get well!!