Sob sob... my phone!!!

Is it sign of impending death? My handphone just now showed some zigzag rainbow like lines... and now some of the words are covered by the lines... cham... must be the phone old already... i can't imagine losing it! So sad. :(

你是我的眼

第一次听到这首歌是在2007年底花莲实习时去count down的时后。印象很深刻是因为那时是冬天，包得厚厚的连手套也戴上了还觉得很冷, 一听到了这首歌时顿时温暖了起来。 :) 还有因为当天演唱的都是一些台湾蛮知名但我们没听过的歌手，所以我也没expect什么。当有一首那么动听的旋律播出时，让我觉得好好听，立刻就好喜欢, 就留下了深刻的印象。台湾朋友也解释说这首歌当时在台湾很流行，像以前无印良品的歌般。 hehe.

而当我一个人到了台北，在五份埔逛时又听到了这首歌。当时因为是一个人，所以觉得这首歌带有寂寞的味道，好希望快快回到有认识的人的地方，不想在一个人在溜达了啦！

不过那只是当下听到这首歌的感受。一个人去走走自有一番不同的感受，会很享受一个人在陌生地方的自由自在，一个人的无拘无束，一个人的负责任, 一个人的享受与自己相处，去认识本来的自己。好难得。

还记得曾在从2006年Thailand回途中, 在飞机上望着窗外的蓝天对自己promise说 以后无论怎样都要有一个人背包旅行的勇气。

哈，哪天还真听我的话呢，让我实现了我的愿望。所以说，有梦想的人是很幸福的！ ：）


萧煌奇-你是我的眼

如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘忘了掀开
你是我的眼带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼让我看见这世界就在我眼前
就在我眼前

Cutting liver and lung

完全没有心理准备就一个人跑去停尸房，都不懂要怎样换衣袍，只知道要快快赶上已在里面开工了的两位好友。(因为这个医生一定要学生帮忙动手做才肯签名，所以我一定要赶在他们没做完之前进去插一手。 哈哈。) 换好衣服出去时又在停尸的地方兜来兜去找解剖房，脑海里想的是做戏常出现的认尸情节。那时还真佩服自己的勇气！

还好进到去时还没完。。他们在切着stomach and duodenum.

The patient had a perforated duodenal ulcer (1cm x 1cm) and he died of peritonitis with septicemia. The ulcer hole looks pretty benign to me. Apparently he had abdominal pain since yesterday morning and was seen and discharged in A&E Klang with some gastric medication. He could have been sent for an erect CXR which can possibly pick up the pencil-thin line of air under the diaphragm.

处理完重要的duodenum and stomach过后， 轮到liver了。他示范如何用一把长长比切pizza的刀还要长一倍的刀，从刀根切起，把肝切成一片一片，像切面包那样。我在旁一面看一面在心里面想＇我要切我要切！＇就觉得要下手才好玩嘛。第一刀实在不容易，要老师（医生啦）调整手势才切到。第二第三及接下来的就很好玩了。好好切。hehe. 过后他让我们去切lungs,kidney之类的，都是横切，要用sponge顶在上面稳定organ。

The doctor is not as nasty as I thought - in fact he has been very nice and showed us a lot of things, like the heart, how to look for evidence of tricuspid regurgiation, vegeations etc. Luckily he is a patient and forgiving and understanding man - as we forgot a lot of the important anatomy stuff! hehe.

回到房后立刻把身体洗得干干净净，to wash away all the formalin and bloody smell.. and some psychological smell and dirt also.. can't help it. Now I smell good and fresh. :))

I remember your face but not your name...

...because I'm a Right-brained person. ;-)

Just a quick test. Look at the dancer. Is it dancing from clock-wise or anti-clock wise? If clock-wise, *give me five*, we are the right brain person who uses more of our right brain. And the reverse.

*The website I took the picture from says most of the people see it anti-clockwise and you can try and focus to change the direction... I can't do it!!! I'm so right. hehe. ;-) I'm always right huh. hahaha. Gut feelings, imagination, appreciation, fantasy...

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses feeling "big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning) believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities impetuous risk taking

Left and right brainees learn differently. Here's a good comparison. Give me a big picture prof! ;-)
http://www.mtsu.edu/%7Estudskl/hd/LRBrain.html

我也有!!

Hehe! Mine is a poultry shed. Later I can have chicken chop to eat when I chop off the chicken. hahaha!

Got it free from buying the Cadbury Zip chocolate bar. Honestly I don't like how the chocolate bar sticks to the wrapper because the bar is tightly packed so very hard to pull out the wrapper.. ended up messy... yucks!

And chocolates nowadays are giving me headache instead of sneezes... weird. Chocolates are forever not ngam with me. haiyo. I want to like you so much but you're giving me so much of trouble!!! Yet I like how you bring up my mood whenever I'm down.. It's like a love-hate relationship. ;-)

我不再ignore别人了啦!

很多时候都是自己体验过才懂得。被人iganore的感觉实在不好受。 :(

那天看到朋友的MSN liner 说 'Imitation is the best form of flattery'... 现在很想说 'disregard is the best form of belittling '! To be belittled is certainly not a nice feeling.

写意生活! :)

太爽了！！！ 我觉得我快被宠坏了啦!

好难得能过一些轻松没压力的日子. 实在无从挑剔! Besides doing some boring editing work for my group project, I have no other complaints whatsoever. 除了要出差的那几天， 我都可以睡到自然醒。 好幸福喔！每天就是看看书，看看戏，多数时间都上网找平时没时间理会的事情. 而最近的Internet connection都很听话, 挥之则来挥之则去!

还有就是有时间跟姐妹聊个痛快. 这些都是平时上课无法做到的奢侈享受. 好象平时很残那样。。。不过就是很忙啊平时，哪有这么多时间像现在来消磨。。。。真的要好好珍惜这段超级宇宙无敌天南地北难得的时光。

最近看着 ＇舞动全城＇， 又挑起了我的跳舞瘾。 我觉得香港剧, 比起一些有的没的的台湾偶像剧, 都很有主题，很有目的。 这套应该是拍来应奥运会吧。因为里面有提到说这次奥运会第一次有国际标准舞，还 further elaborate 说尽管如此奖牌不会被算进去排名之类的咨询。 这套戏我都是站着看，因为到他们跳舞时可以立刻跟着跳，又好玩又可以瘦身。哈哈！

Shop till I dropped!

Dropped? I dunno what has dropped but I definitely enjoyed my shopping today. Not that I bought the world (hehe) - I think I just bought just about what I needed and wanted at the same time! ;-)

It's hard to explain a girl's mentality towards shopping but I would rate this time of shopping as perfectly satisfying. Thanks JJ for accompanying me. She's an angel, never comment on my shopping. haha.

For the zillionth time I bought a pillow. Hopefully this time will work out for me. *fingers and toes crossed* ;-)

For the second time I 'joined' the crazy Body Shop sales. This time not as crazy as two years back where I was literally stuck in the human traffic jam inside the tiny Mid Valley's body shop shop. This time, less varieties I would admit. But I wasn't affected much - I'm just aiming to replace my long finished shower gel. I really missed them during the past few weeks. I felt like I'm not treating myself good enough. And yummy yummy... I just tried the satsuma shower foam just now - it's so heavenly fresh and smells like oranges just plucked from the trees (not that I smelled before) haha... :)

And for the first time, I shopped till the guard in front of Jusco prevented me from going in coz dia kata 'kita dah nak tutup'. funny har... 3 minutes to 11pm only ma...

PS: I have decided against posting any photos of my 战利品.. I don't want turn you into green eye monster. hehe... 我要瘦身!!!

I feel so disturbed...

<<<*nudge* Ruby dog, listen up!

Stop running away from the house without permission (not that we'll give you permission anyway)... or else you might end up like the stray dogs caught by DBKL.

I'm ever so heartache and nearly cried for the dogs, which were killed in less than 3 seconds by the DBKL pest control team. I wasn't there, but I saw the video, which is enough to touch my heart.

And some of the dogs in the videos are very active and look so lovable. Even got one hush puppy like dog.

According to my group members who went to the kandang to see it with their own eyes, they inject a poision straight into the heart of the dog and in few seconds the dog drops dead. And other on-looking dogs will sing like choir for their own friend who is pretty much innocent.

(will upload video and photos later - stay tunned!)
Opps.. those videos are supposed to be private and confidential.

Yeah it definitely sounds inhumane, killing those innocent dog this way. But from the viewpoint of DBKL, with the number (yet to get the number) of stray dogs caught (due to public complaint), they can't keep on increasing the dogs kept in the kandang.

They select some of the better breeds and put them in the PSCA to wait for people to come and adopt. I guess this is what we call forced 'natural selection' - 适者生存.

May all livings be well and happy... while they're alive! :)

Threading记

今天去 Brickfield temple 参与卫塞节庆典过后, 刚好走着印度街, 我的同伴建议去做 threading. It was scary at first because the beauty palore is located in 3rd floor inside a poorly-litted building.. And we don't know whether the beauty palore is trustable or not or we'll end up in a very yellow place like JJ says. haha..

痛死我了! 我以后再也不要去做threading了!! 而且我不会选, 随便叫她做 thin 的.. 真的很细啦! 有点吓到. 不过哪个印度 beautician 说一个月过后等长多一点我再回去, 她可以帮我做 thick的. hehe.. But actually thin one makes me brow looks darker and fuller coz my brow itself very sparse. And the advantage of threading is that it lasts longer - about 3 weeks. It's only RM5 anyway, cheaper than what I used to pay for in salon.

原本说要做埋upper lips的but因为太痛怕真的喊出来吓坏顾客所以临时跟她说不要了.. 好好笑! :))

The girl really has good skills. I can't make out how they manipulate the thread because the dexterity and coordination are so refined and seamless. All I knew was my eyes are filled with tears of pain..