This day 4 years ago...

...I was still a fresh new alien to the 6th college. I remembered walking along the corridor towards the dining hall and felt weird of the structure of the stairs coz they really looked like remnants of war-fare and wondered how am I going to survive for the rest of my 5 years here.. haha.. I remembered bringing the pail and everything and actually wondered what I need the pail for - don't they have washing machine or some sort?? haha.

And then... there were also memories of being orientated. Blur is the only word I can use to describe myself.. Really unsure of what's happening around, just following friends and instructions.

When asked to do task, I blurted out 'dancing!' out of my mind without thinking. Was I surprised at myself, after two years of stopping ballet, I just danced out of nothing. And I was like 'gosh I could still do arabesque!' It feels kinda good and I'm actually loving the moments I'm on my feet doing some stun. haha. And there I went on to tipu a lot of signatures. heheh.

Now, it's time to 'treat the freshies really good'... hehehehe. I can't wait! ;-)

Thanks bear bear! ;-)

11 years of friendship is hard to come by. I'm so glad we made it so far - and I'm sure there're still many more decades to come for us to celebrate. ;-) I won't simply let you go one - hehe - coz you know so many of my little and big secrets!!! ;-) shh...

Thanks for treating me for birthday, although you're stuck in your current position. I'm touched la.. a bit lo. heheh... :-) Don't always say I have bad influence over you la... it'll make me guilty one. haha.

Same to you la- may your deepest wishes will come true one day. I want to be the first to know o... ;-)

Lalalalalalalala... :-)))))))))))))))))

生日快乐

佛教常说，生日是母难日。所以，这篇文章是献给我母亲的。

这么多年了，我还是很想您。
我真的很怕有一天我会忘了您的样子，
但我知道是不可能的，
因为母亲的味道是独一无二最醇香的。
可是我还是会一直很努力的提醒自己要想您，
但我会很怕因为每一次想您我都会掉眼泪。
因为我真的还很怀念您。

谢谢您，给了我您最好的一切。
Thanks for the pat on the back each time I study,
Thanks for encouraging me to be the best I can each time,
Thanks for showing me what is true love.
True love never hurts, it's just there.

因为失去，我更加珍惜。
因为缺陷，我更加知道我会是更加特别的。
因为您，我是今天的我。

我会很爱我自己，因为我也很爱您。

:-)

Pig Intestine Fun

Heheheh... seldom do people can get what I mean when I say that - but somebody today very smart, can understand what I want right away. haha. Thanks ya Mr Tang.

I actually expected the Hongkong style one, with prawns or mushroom inside that kind. But it came back as the one with peanut sauce and some add-ons. Never mind, it's just as good. In fact I think the fishball is really nice. Really tired of eating the 'counterfeit' fishball in the canteen. This one really has the consistency of real fishball. Hehe.Can you see can you see.. pig intestine inside... hi hi.. ;-)

As I eat, it brings back memories of Klang food. Mind you, it's the pasar malam or pasar pagi food, not the canteen food! Though the Klang's canteen aunty and uncles are really nice and much freedom given to us, but that doesn't mean I can overlook their faulty fish!

I really miss standing there waiting for the best-selling curry mee. I remembered going there at around 6pm with a bunch of friends and be told it's all sold off - so you can imagine how good their business is! And the long queue at the rojak stall - the indian aunty who always leave me feeling like a see-through glass coz she sees only her long-term customers, and not us new students. haha. Also the Yong Taufu stall, one where its sauce resembles what I ate today.

What else... hmm... Yeah, the popiah stall, very crunchy very nice. hehe.. Oh ya, me and my roommate's favourite 麦粥 and fresh soya bean milk in the pasar pagi. Also the oil fried ghost and ham chim peng stall just beside it. Hehe.. I so so so miss the time where me and Juni will purposely wake up early to do marketing at pasar pagi on saturdays... haha... the early morning wind... so fresh and wheezy... nice nice nice. and we also cook our own chicken soup (with ginseng somemore!!!), red bean soup etc etc.. wow...

Ok ok, stop indulging in past memories. Full-stop.. hehe... Back to present.. ortho ortho.. cut bone cut bone.. I want to see amputations!!!

突发奇想之我是水人!

我觉得我是水人! 因为我真的很爱游泳。hehe... 每次游泳就像在跟水合力完成一道美妙的海地舞。很棒！！ :-)))

心情不好的时候，看一下这篇文章

有一天早上，大公主醒来，一如往常地用发夹整理她的秀发，却发现少了一个发夹，于是她偷偷地到了二公主的房里，拿走了一个 发夹。 二公主发现少了一个发夹，便到三公主房里拿走一个发夹； 三公主发现少了一个发夹，也偷偷地拿走四公主的一个发夹； 四公主如法炮制拿走了五公主的发夹； 五公主一样拿走六公主的发夹；六公主只好拿走七公主的发夹。 于是，七公主的发夹只剩下九十九个。 隔天，邻国英俊的王子忽然来到皇宫， 他对国王说：「昨天我养的百灵鸟叼回了一个发夹，我想这一定是属于公主们的，而这也真是一种奇妙的缘分，不晓得是哪位公主掉了发夹？」 公主们听到了这件事，都在心里想说：「是我掉的，是我掉的。」 可是头上明明完整的别着一百个发夹，所以都懊恼得很，却说不出。 只有七公主走出来说：「我掉了一个发夹。」 话才说完，一头漂亮的长发因为少了一个发夹，全部披散了下来，王子不由得看呆了。 故事的结局，想当然的是王子与公主从此一起过着幸福快乐的日子。

为什么一有缺憾就拼命去补足？ 一百个发夹，就像是完美圆满的人生，少了一个发夹，这个圆满就有了缺憾； 但正因缺憾，未来就有了无限的转机，无限的可能性，何尝不是一件值得高兴的事！ 人生不可免的缺憾，你怎样面对呢？ 逃避不一定躲得过 面对不一定最难受 孤单不一定不快乐 得到不一定能长久 失去不一定不再有 转身不一定最软弱 别急着说别无选择 别以为世上只有对与错 许多事情的答案都不是只有一个 所以~我们永远有路可以走 你能找个理由难过你也一定能找到快乐的理由 懂得放心的人找到轻松 懂得遗忘的人找到自由 懂得关怀的人找到朋友 天冷不是冷心寒才是寒愿你的心都是暖暖的.... 人的长大伴随着一些失落,人的成熟附带着一些伤痕. 好在有希望这东西,你总还可以去等； 好在人与人之间，距离产生美感； 好在生命里,快乐比痛苦多； 好在这个世界,还有很多美丽； 好在当你成熟的时候，你还不算一无所有！

Hope this article will bring some warmth and hope into your heart, just as it did for me. :)

Be bold

“Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life you will regret the things you did not do more than the things you did.”

Ya, it's so true. I really regretted something I didn't do today... Lesson learned! Time to move on and get engaged in living my own life. ;-)

Courageous courageous... how can I train that?

鬼鬼祟祟偷渡者

Yeah, 刚游完泳，一扫连日来的压力及累感。。。真的要感谢刚拔完智慧牙的XXX肯忍痛让我去kacau他，借我冲凉。hehe. 由于不是UT的住客了，所以进去时有点象偷渡客的感觉。进去时还要特地走short-cut,显出我是这里人。本要假假按lift上去顺便跟XXX打声招呼，但等lift又太久所以直接跳进泳池了。害的XXX以为我没去了。

好久没有游泳了！ 好开心，好满足。还有个自信风度男来跟我搭讪，哈哈哈。 这才是重点吧。。。才不是呢！！！重点是回来途中黑漆漆给一个人低沉的声音吓到, 还是问我打电话了没有!!

真不知college这么回事，那么黑都不装一些灯。

Thanks! For the wonderful memories....

This blog entry is specially dedicated to my two best friends in UM medical life - Juni and Ley Siang. I forgot how we got together but it was like a natural thing - to click and stick together. I can't imagine my study life without you two - it's so much fun and laughter each time we're together, washing away the gloomy and blue study days.

I think we complemented each other very well - somebody has to listen right, somebody has to do the talking right, somebody has to laugh right.. hehe and there we make a good trio. ;-)

Thanks for the companionship for everything girlish and the understanding when I'm very chu xing da yi. Yeah, I made birthday wishes for you two too! ;-) Hope we'll each achieve what we want in life and be happy and happy always. Gambateh!

吃饱饱，好上路！

Yesterday's left over white mushroom sauce is made into good use today when I add it to my 蛋包饭. Very filling indeed! Ya, because of the super fattening butter and milk I used. ;-)

I think I'll miss home-cooked food a lot when I go back. Haiyo.. still 2 hours more only at home.

I now have 12 coconut balls cookies waiting for me inside the oven. Geez... but I don't have high hope for it as I simply made up the recipe after I found that I don't have enough ingrediants - I would really be glad if they turn out to be edible at all. haha.

My close friend says I'm a very chin cai person. hehe.. yeah, I'm always agak-agak, put ingrediants very lazy to measure la... simply add things according to suka-hati... not following exactly the recipe la.. hehe. I'm ok with it, coz following rules will kill all the fun.

We'll see how things turn out this time. ;-)